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(Reasons to.. Extensive)

• The pain of an overly full stomach compared to some hunger pains that last 20 minutes
• What it feels like to have an empty stomach
• Water splashing into an empty stomach
• The shame and guilt of stuffing yourself after a binge
• To be able to feel your ribs without that layer of fat
• Sleeping on your stomach and feeling your hipbones digging into the bed
• Waking up with a flatter stomach than last night
• Your body eating it’s own fat because you have enough to live off of
• Feeling light and airy when you wake up every morning instead of feeling like a heavy greasy ball of fat
• Tracing your hands over every rib each night because you can finally feel them
• Your thighs and boobs won’t jiggle when you walk
• Eating only healthy foods and having clear skin and healthy hair
• Being able to satisfy your cravings once you are skinny enough so that you won’t gain 10 lbs
• You’ll finally be able to fit both hands around your upper thigh
• Fitting into old clothes from middle/high school
• Buying shirts in the little kids sections bc your body is finally small enough
• Beautiful slender fingers like a Greek goddess
• Taking vitamins everyday and losing weight while your hair and nails grow
• NO MORE CHUBBY CHEEKS
• Family won’t pinch your stomach/thighs/back and comment about how you kept on that baby fat
• When you see family for the first time in a while they comment on how you look like a doll or a model
• Being the pretty and skinny cousin that everyone loves
• Never EVER going back to your SW
• Hitting your next GW and feeling euphoric
• That great feeling of being full of water and nothing else
• Bloating from water weight instead of salt, grease, bread, etc.
• Finally wearing the cute skirts and ripped jeans to school
• Getting to your all time lowest weight and continuing to lose
• Wear knee high socks and garters
• Sexy lingerie and fishnet stockings
• Impressing cute girls/guys but also knowing your self worth after all your hard work and dedication
• Soft moisturized body that has not even an inch of fat on it.
• Feel like you’re walking on clouds
• Cute feet with not fat on them
• Never having those extra fat rolls on your armpit
• Sitting on your boyfriend/ girlfriend’s lap and not crushing them
• Long slender legs like an anime girl
• Always borrowing friends clothes because they may fit you big, but they’ll never fit you small
• Wearing flowy dresses/robes that cinch at the waist and make you look like a goddess
• Buying new clothes that you like because now you fit into the smalls, extra smalls, and mediums
• Never have to reposition yourself when you sit to hide your fat again
• Wearing hoodies to look cute, NOT to hide your fat
• And finally, being happy and leading a new lifestyle where you never have to go back to the horrible feeling of being too fat or not enough.

Disclaimer: These reasons are for personal motivation. I do not encourage eating disorders and I love all of you ♡ Please block me if you are barely developing an ED and speak to someone you trust about it.

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you've NEVER regretted not eating. you've NEVER regretted working out. but you always regret binging and watching the numbers go up. clothes getting tighter. keep this in mind before u allow urself to eat.

having an ed and not even being skinny is honestly so embarrassing